Coffeehouse Confessional 4

I met a friend today in SW DC it was like a dream come true. Though I had fun, I can't help but feel bad. I guess cus it was so short lived.  i had to cover everything over a months' time. I guess I got irritated but when we sat for coffee at the local starbux I relaxed and swished my venti starbux double shot, and as I spoke, they enjoyed my drink as much as I did lol, glad they liked it. I felt happy for that brief moment. Really I did. I also realized that this person has it beta than me and it won't change. So you just take times like today wit a grain of salt and  say that it will be ok. I feel hopeless, the situation is also. As we parted and headed the opposite way, they i/m me to say they saw me across the track. I couldn't help but smile. As my train boarded, I got on and sat at a window seat (sumthin I always do) and waved by to them . It made me instantly sad idk y, I suddenly felt hopeless knowin promises weren't goin to be kept. Then I thought about my friends who have it worse than me,and I just smiled. Though tears where fallin dwn my face. I applause of all my friends and times like today.I've been spaced out ever since, can't shake it. Again another coffee confessional.

Stock pic winner

From the album: WeSeed Stock Pics College Contest: Weekly Winners

By WeSeed

Starbucks.
by Jennifer S.

Why did you choose this Stock Pic? What investment ideas are represented in your Stock Pic?:

I am a big fan of Starbucks, because of the new via that came out this week, I feel that Starbucks has done the right thing by bring instant coffee Starbucks style and will help the stock to compete with Mac. Donalds , It shows how modern this world is including me. The coffee fast to me make and has that in common with my life.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 Hey all,

 

As u can see above im very proud of myself and i wanna thank my friend for ordering that cappuccino so that i snapped a pic of it.  I feel out when i got the email that i had won. I am so happy so now i hope to spend this money on my stock test lol. Yes I entered it at the last minuet really i did. lol It was like asking me to send a pic in and relate it to a stock that i have in my portfolio. so i did and ofcourse i love coffee so there lol there is my proof and also i hope to renter and also put in one more pic for the $3000 prize. I have never won anything! I am so happy , I also have so much motivation to go take this test now I think thats what i needed to do it. Prayer and the urge to go on.  so here is to that pic and cant u say this was a great first blog of Oct?

Quick fix confession

Ohayou,

I had the morning off so like I decided to cook. My thing is, to have it as simple and quick as possible. Okay loves this  is how i do, my meals are super easy and under 20 min, it has to be unsupervised and good for my schedule. So this was 25 min, easy and left alone and still turned out so great. I also got a lot of work done too. I have to say everyone is this world has to know how to cook. There is not such thing as only girls cook , god made us in his image so we could do all. cooking is one , some of the best chefs  are men tell me something i dont noe. mmmmmmmm i love bobby flay and emeril ooooo lord lol 

So there, thats my take on a good meal that will sit in the refreig. cus i dont eat like that and i had a quick taste that left me as fast as i made it. Im glad i have friends who will eat it for me lol. Maybe one day u can invite me over so u can cook for me. I mean my cousin her husband is a great cook. omg i went to a party of theirs two weeks ago. He cooked a buffet of food i was drooling and it was so good . * they are Philippino * i loved it , its like wow i hope to find someone who cooks, tries to , or wants to. It would be a blessing lol.

Bye!

FIrst Day of Fall..............

Hey all,

I promise to get a pic when i can for this lol cus i have one but my computer isnt in a good mood who can blame him. Wow its that time again. Fall. Do you like fall? I do its very cool and you can wear things that you cant wear in other months, though I do anyway lol. What do you like about fall? I cant wait to wear my new trench coat and london fog boots lol. I think its very nice in the city when its fall and in the country and in between lol. In other countries, they have this weather all the time oooooo i wonder how that feels? Anywhoo, this is my very short blog that will appear on both blogs. Its a beginning of a new day they say , I kinda wanna say i have accomplished something at the end of this year for once. ...........

*sept 30 just added pic lol* 

Perfect Coffee Work Week: Monday

 Hey all

I have come to like the Tuesdays off. I mean it beats having a Monday off I couldn't blame my drinking on work then . lol . I noe its wrong but what can I say, its life. So this blog folks is about this wonderful pic above and other random stuff that pops in my head lol. I have to thank my friend for ordering it . I had the Cafe Au Lait ( coffee with milk) lol I was like omg! i can read it when i saw that on the menu  lol that 13 years of French is paying off. lol Anywhoo, she let me taste it and it was heaven, but as you all know I dont drink Cappuccinos all the time its a mood setter for me. When im in that complacent mood I drink it. I need one now. lol
Another thing, lol look at the texture of it. Dont it look so cute! i mean its like a lil heartish thing awww and the Batista is very nice and hes always there when i and oh we have the weeknight drinks lol. I know love you all envy me lol. also if a certin friend is reading this, the nice bartender was there. she is very nice and remembers me and yes remembers you cus it was ur b-day and you had a taste her wonderful bartender skills. shes a year older than me but my gosh she looks so much older and mature! not a bad thing shes very pretty. I tell you i have another love for the city! anywhere ! we do wat we have to get where we want to be and it doesnt mean we have to do bad things. some folks just dont understand and we cant make them see can we? all i say is

Take a whiff of reality and let me noe when it actually hits you. here you go my friends, another one of my coffeehouse confessionals.....

Just not there yet.......

Im freaking out, havent slept, I have a box of tissues by my bed wat is happenin to me? life some are saying. I am not together yet and now i am seeing it!. I see that things wont happen right unless u do it right and yes I really see it now. Its like im getting taught a lesson to make me a stronger person. And yes its working. I had to get out of that cus I didnt have the right person bringing me up when i needed it. Though love is a strong thing and i care so much about this person, maybe this isnt the time or he isnt the person. As bad as that sounds and as hard as it is to get a grips of, it is true.

Everyone is rooting for me, and I know that I will be blessed at the end I have to do my part first. But why is it so hard to do wat is right? I can do wat is bad in a heart beat but its just so very hard to do right. It isnt that i dont want to do right its just harder gettin there. You get tired. So I think im getting the hint very quickly after a conversation i had wit a friend all this morning . Made me realize that we havent grown at all its the same old shit ( excuse me) and idc if he doesnt admit it but i will.

I have grown and i will every day , but its like backwards now. Im like im not gettin into this again! im smart this time around! lol and a whole lot stronger. I had to be and im glad i am. love makes u do so much but hey i got hip to that and im like we both go issues we change or i go. simple cus regardless i will  change for the better just dunno how long it will take. i need that first step stupidly thinking that he would be like lets do it together im like oh right......*hits forehead wit palm of hand.* lol

I also realized something, that when im upset my inner french woman comes out lol yeah! I wrote this by myself in french cus its how i feel. very strait forward and to the point. so i will type it for u then translate it. I did this all wit a cup of coffee and this is yet one more of my coffeehouse confessions coming out.

In french

votre amour est quelque chose qui me urks
vous êtes surport Non pour moi
tomber en amour serait stupide maintenant. donc je vais prier
Si c'est non, c'est la fin, Je t'aime

Translated:

Your love urks me.
You are no support to me.
Falling in love would be stupid, so I shall pray.
If not, it is over, I love you.


And i'll end it like that. see u in my next blog....

Greek Coffee

I have to say that I love to drink different things. LOL coffee is so diverse and im glad I was rasied to be that type of person. To tell you the truth im enjoyin my day off though I have to go out for business later! lol I should be studying I will be *falls out* if you want to do better you have to at least try I hear. So moving on...... This is a pic of me enjoying greek coffee. Its hot! I like that pic lmao. You can have it strait or wit sugar I like sweet stuff so you know mine was so sweet. I wonder how they made it? here is yet another of my coffeehouse confessionals.